The written Chronicles

For people who know me for the first time, my name is Fikri – proud of it that is, no matter how many people try to mock me with names like freaky, fig tree and etc. Its kinda hard for you to fathom me at times but thats just who I am. I don’t really have a complex character – its the simplistic minds who view me like that. Not really a band-geek(not really an offensive term) but I am just musically-inclined and artistically inclined – empowered by intellectual thoughts and creativity. Yes, I am proficient in English (I do make some grammar glitches at times though), but I don’t really show my prowess of words. If you are believing into the fact that I used too much “bombastic words”, then someone managed to brainwash you.

I am religious – not exactly a devout Muslim yet. I’m just daring to stand out from everyone, because I am not easily brainwashed by the negative views of the world. All those could just be a facade la. Call me judgmental, but if you know me well enough for a long time, you will know that I have toned down from a highly egotistical, cynical person to what I am today. I do still comment on others to – most of the time are factual from my own perspective, but I am not trying to impose that views on you. Well like my saying goes, the more you know me, the more you know me. Period.

For people who already knows me, I am ever-trying to get some fresh air. I need to escape from people who planted a seed of negative views on me and let it grow and multiply. It might be just a self-absorbed statement but its not in my control isn’t it? Thus, a very new blog is born – after my O levels where I want to get a fresh life ever since. Lost some touch in my clarinet playing a lot since I concentrated on my studies. My biggest worries are my embouchure. Need to occupy myself, haven’t being able to be doing much by just staying at home. I don’t find staying at home a blessing in this month.

O levels, wasn’t that bad or good either. Not that bad means the papers that are easy can be done but not good as I am afraid how they are going to judge my papers. It was an interesting year this year in comparison to other mundane years where I spent my time at home gawking in mid air. Currently having a hard time trying to get players into SSW, especially CSSBAND who are ever unadventurous, unexciting and some not disciplined. Oboe players are hiding, seriously.

Somehow I want to get in contact with old friends – be it people whom I had conflicts with or not. But not everyone la, for those who still can’t take a hint, you will eventually get the hint.