The written Chronicles

I knew it. The previous post is a clear reverberation of my happiness I sought. I am going to keep some things a little brief.

But it wasn’t just any happiness but it is the reconcilation my fragmentary self in MI. Thoughts of not looking back at the deary and haunting past is very daunting. But somethings are really meant to be forgotten. This is particularly NOT easy for me.

Another reason would be that I acheived my bests this week. My personal best in doing better in lit TA (The Pure Lit A1 only gives me pressure to gain tops again) and the history assignment project – Ive done with my fullest capabilities! Just sheer sense of acheivement due to my time management.

“How far do you agree of legislation in tackling discrimination?”

UTMOST effort was put in my GP exam whereby i even challenge the perception of discrimination. But i only played safe by putting a general definition (discernment of qualities and recognition of difference between things) just made it felt quite thoroughly focused. I put factors like Education +public awareness, mass media and emphasis on moral standards being able to promote a paradigm shift by tackling discrimination at its roots – ignorance and beliefs in stereotypes. Legislation only serve some deterrence, a strong support upon our moral standards, civil right act, equal pay act, market discr. meritocratic, benefits (of discr.) regulated by govt throroughly, effectiveness of methods what else …
THE CONCERT IS OVER. NO more playing those absurd or cakish songs that does no more than to bore musicians ourselves. Ah, the irony. And having to see how Mr Wong Ka Chun INJECTS certain unprecedented sense of music into the band really paid off. It is only through this exposure more will realise the dichotomy between these conductors and the relativism in music. Seriously I hated the way Mr Lim taught me the clarinet sound which is deemed to be uncomfortable and “marching-style ” like. Mr Wong just made me feel like im in SSW/SWO (sembawang sw/wo) in MISB.

JONAS. GERALD. GARY. these people made my day. Also its those SSW peeps, MARCUS, XIAOTING, ERNEST, and the others just made me feel so brimming ecstatically that i would even BASK in my  glow of IDENTITY.

God helped me alot. Not only the religion and the spiritual retreat bring me the happiness but the knowledge of an absolute, trustworthy and forgiving (i still hope god forgives me for being overly (fill in the blanks). The remembrance of Muhamamd’s hadith, is actually inherent inside me. No need to worry about that.

I feel happy. Hope lasts and hope it (and more/others) lasts”

THIS WEEK WENT HORRIBLY WRONG GOT SICK LAST SUNDAY WHICH STRETCHED TILL FRIDAY HAD FOOD POISONING ON MONDAY AND TUESDAY PUKED DIARRHEA PUKED DREADED SCHOOL ON WEDNESDAY BUT FELT ULTRA WEAK AND WENT HOME DIDN’T GO FOR BAND PUKED ON WEDNESDAY NIGHT HAD VISITED THE TOILET ON THURSDAY MORNING AND HAD GASTRIC LASTED ME TILL FRIDAY

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GOT LEFT BEHIND ACADEMICALLY LOTS OF HOMEWORKS PILING UP I DIDN’T EXPECT THIS TO HAPPEN PROJECTS GOT PROLONGED I OUGHT TO HAVE DONE MORE DURING THE WEEK WHEN I HAD THE TINIEST BIT OF ENERGY FRIENDS KEPT TELLING NOTHING MUCH HAPPENED STUPID PHONE GAVE ME LOTS OF MISCALLS BLOODY FRUSTRATING HEARD FROM JEAN THAT IM NOT PLAYING FOR THE CONCERT I HAVE ECONS TEST ON MONDAY LIT TEST MALAY PROJECT WASN’T HANDED IN BECAUSE I CAN’T CONTACT HER I HAD TO BE SICK JUST RIGHT BEFORE THE WEEK OF GP EXAM ..I STILL DON’T KNOW MY GP GRADES I TROUBLE TOO MANY PEOPLE TEACHERS PARENTS FRIENDS  YOU NAME IT DON’T WORRY THIS IS NEUTRAL POST I HAD A GREAT DAY WENT TO THE MOVIES AND IT REJUVENATED ME HAD A ZEST OF INSPIRATION CHURNING INSIDE ME THAT GAVE ME THAT WILL TO FIGHT THROUGH ALL THIS IM FEELING GREAT AND IM BLOGGING THIS BECAUSE JANICE ASKED ME TO UPDATE