The written Chronicles

Last day of the year.

I feel very crappy.

Go away.

I can say 2007 was an exciting year, it was really unpredictable and turns out different from what I expected in 2006. I don’t intend to make silly, meaningless resolutions when I don’t stick to it. I think I can be happy with just plans for 2008. I think I will try to lead my life more than just following it. -31 Dec 08

Well, by tomorrow, it would be one year since Ive posted that. Reviews on the year 08 coming along tomorrow too. Guess what, I lead  my life more than ever.

Went out because I don’t want to rot at home (ironically after that post).  Went out to occupy my mind actually — went to Vivo’s PageONE to get a good book to read.  Of course,  along with it comes along  some few distractions. (more…)

Fishing Tired.

I want to sleep.
I wish holidays are forever
Funny how time passes in leaps
Is my work done? Never.

Hey-lo

The best movie that came about this December was the one I watch through pixels of my laptop HD screen and not from those low quality filmstrips that you can see black blotchs every few frames ( from Eng Wah). Amadeus, probably one of the longest films I watched and I can’t believe the history of classical music is very juicy…or as presented on movies. Haha. Did I mention I got this VCD cheap at Lazerflair’ Clearance sale for only 6.95 @ SSC?! Probably some of you are perplexed because
1)This time round, the stocks are in mint condition.
2)Yes, believe this, clearance sale at 6.95 is like a charitable act.
3) SSC is Sembawang Shopping Centre, which has just opened…and urrgh.., where I promised to take Goldie to Daiso because she’s growing into a proper housewife soon HAHA. Why is it that most of our friends who are attached are beggining to sound like aunties. She just squeeled at the mention of my “got sale going on”. (Speaking about housewife, I am going to blog something along that lines later)

Haha, I was abit skeptical when it opened early. Me and Jeffery went there after having dinner at Northpoint and his place yesterday. Was spontaneous and ultra random because my random schoolmate randomly popped out of nowhere saying, “Hey, you know SSC just opened yesterday?. Why Did Singaporeans inherit kiasuism anyway.

On the bus/mrt ride home just now (omg why is it that most of my blog entries are thought out in vehicles?!?!) (more…)

All I want for christmas is my two front teeth..my bedroom revamp I mean

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Dear you-know-who,
I know I’ve said and done many stupid things but I wasn’t right for me to said that to you. Also it was too fast.  I’m really not good at matters of the heart and all the more I feel I should hate  myself. This time round, I did the opposite of myself, I went one with my heart and intuition to confess the truth but I think it really made it abit sour. I would totally understand if you never reply any of my messages. Although I know you are not that kind of person who would…still, I would understand. Trust me, you are not the only one in life who has been ignoring me because of my fking idiotic antics. .Please don’t make a decision you are uncomfortable with, let alone, its already unfair enough for you to be in a decision. I just want you to be happy (: Oh and thanks for coming to my concert, I really appreciated it.

Update: Thanks for your concern and thanks for being very understanding. (: You’ve just made my day. AND YES, DO study and don’t make me nag at you again, you don’t want what happened to the night before ECONS EXAM last year! haha

Dear Friend, Brother,
Its very explicitly obvious that you have been ignoring me and some of my messages sometimes. I know I shouldn’t have done what I think I should have done and yes I’m not very good at this. Let alone  myself to struggle my own matters of the heart,  is it rational if you ask someone to do it for you? Then always..and really always, if it really don’t go your way,  then by acting cold towards me isn’t going to help, to add on to your current circumstances. On top of that, I feel like another idiot,  feeling blameful and thats as far as I can go. I know you think I am good at words, but there is no guarantee that the aftermath is at your neutral/liking and usually there is no strings attached. Maybe its my ego on my side but is it fair that you ask someone a favour and then if it doesn’t go your way, you distance yourself away from me, especially if what I’ve done sometimes angers you. I know you have done alot for/with me and had been a very approachable and caring senior but I think it isn’t right on your side to channel the anger/blame to someone(junior) who is at probability that he does not deserve this.(Right but sometimes,  I feel I deserve this.Im confused) I don’t have any power on you to change your actions and reactions. If you continue to stay on this path of action, I wanna thank you for being a thoughtful senior, really appreciated your “2 cents worth” and good luck in your future endeavours. On the otherhand, Fikri as you know is always a person who welcomes anybody with open arms (don’t worry, I shaved  X| ), I will be there for help, lame-ness, some mindless chat or anything you request for if you still want some.

Much ado about nothing anyway

Dear readers,

Conclusion: Fikri is stupid, imbecilic, with all added atrocities you can think of. And oh yeah, never approach him if you want a fairytale ending. I’m not a fairy godmother (let alone a draq queen)

MERRY CHRISTMAS

THIS IS A SEASON TO BE..JOLLY, FA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA.

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Well…

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